I have not blogged since May. No, I have not been to busy. I just have not. So, I made a deal with my Eric that he could have a vasectomy if he would let us try for one month in August because I have always wanted a May baby. He did not like it but agreed. Now, it is the end of July and I am ready to try. He is not. We have an appointment on Wednesday for his consultation for the surgery and it makes me sick to my stomach. But, I made a deal. I don't want to go back on my word and I won't but it really, really sucks!
Other news my niece is getting married and I am extremely happy for her. Even, if it makes me feel old. Bindi just turned two, that is exciting! We have spent a lot of time this summer at the pool and going for walks. I still think about where I was last year at this time and it makes me happy and sad all at the same time.
I am very thankful for the three children I have, they are wonderful and healthy and smart. We went to Children's Mercy the other day to have lunch with Eric and I can totally see how working there you would be hesitant to have another baby when we have 3 perfect ones, when it is not always that way! So, now I am leaving up to God. I know that sounds odd coming from me since I am not a deeply religious person but I feel like whatever is meant to be will. The hard part is accepting it may not be what I want!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
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